Miller

October

October was a fun month. Well, the rest of the month. The first week of October sucked. Friday October 1st I noticed I was spotting. I called the doctor and told him that I had cramping and spotting and it got worse during the day. I went in on my lunch break and had my blood tested for hcg. I went home Friday and went to bed. I was feeling ok on Saturday and then a little after 10 pm I got cramps again. About 11 pm I just stayed in the bathroom. I got MAJOR cramps. I just cried. It hurt to lay down, it hurt to sit, it even hurt to breath. There was nothing to do. Wyatt came in and was like what do you want me to do. I told him there was nothing to do but just deal with it. I finally fell asleep. I don't know what time I fell a sleep but I woke up around 2:30am. My stomach didn't hurt and the cramps had stopped. I really think I passed everything that night. I also had a really bad cold during this. It was the worse thing I've had to experience so far in my life. I've had people tell me and the doctor tell me that it feels like menstrual cramps. I get mild cramps if even any cramps at all when it's my time. All I could think was that this is no menstrual cramp. It sucked. I went on that Monday and had to have another blood test. On Friday my level was over 3000. On Monday my level was 604. My doctor (Dr.G) called me Monday morning to check on me. I called on Sunday to the doctor on call just to explain what was going on and if I should be worried. I called only because when I was in pain Saturday night I got flu like symptoms and then I was really light headed and pale. I had to keep a cold wash cloth on my face or I felt like I was going to pass out. The on call doctor said if I get that feeling again to come in. I never did. So anyways Dr.G called me to see if I was ok because the on call doctor called him that Sunday and told him about me. He even called that night but I left my phone in my bedroom and didn't hear it. He told me I did have a miscarriage and that I would have to get my blood tested once a week until my level was below 5. So I went back two more times. My fourth test said my level was 3. Dr.G said that I just need to have one cycle and then we could start trying again. I think Wyatt took it worst then me. I was 3 days shy of being 8 weeks. I was sad about it but then I've heard that a miscarriage is actually pretty normal. I think I would have been more upset if I had seen it on the monitor and head the heart beat. And of course Wyatt works with total "A" holes. Wyatt is 35 years old and he does stress about being to old to play with his kids. Anyways, Wyatt took that Monday off just in case we had to got to the hospital. Wyatt's sister had a miscarriage before and hemorrhaged really bad. We just wanted to play it safe. Well there is this one guy who loves to drink and more then half the time calls in sick on Monday because he has a hangover. My boss used to work with him up at Brian Head. We will call him "S". The other guy who I would like to see quit because he makes Wyatt so miserable is "Z". So Wyatt called his boss Sunday night and told him about what happened and if he could have Monday. Well S call the boss too and the boss said no you can't have Monday off because Wyatt needs it off. His wife miscarried and they might have to go to the doctors. Monday comes and goes. Tuesday at work, Z goes up to Wyatt and asked if he was lying about what happened. He said his wife who works at the hospital checked the records and said I was never admitted into the hospital. It pissed Wyatt off. He told Z that he told the boss he might have to take me. It depended on how bad I was and then ripped him a new one about how it's not his business. A couple days later I'm at work and I hear my boss talking to someone on the phone. She hangs up and said that was S he asked me if you really did have a miscarriage or if Wyatt was just lying so he could have Monday off. That really pissed me off. I don't know why they would think that Wyatt would lie about something like that. They knew how excited he was. Some of the guys there teased him calling him an old man that he has old man sperm and that is why we don't have a kid. I still have not told Wyatt about S's phone call. I seriously want to go kick these guys in the crouch. I think they deserve it.
So for now everything is good with me and Wyatt we will just wait a few months and then start trying again.

Shayleigh turned one this month. She is so cute and it's a good thing I love her so much. She has been so naughty. She has been getting up on her hind legs and helping herself to whats on the table, counter tops and dresser. Wyatt has lost 2 hats, she got his itouch it was a good thing it was in a leather case. That saved it. She got my Kindle off the dresser. It still works, but the corners were chewed on. She had pushed it under the dresser and I think that is what saved it. When I was sick with a cold she eat my cough drops that I had on my nightstand. I don't know what has gotten into her. When I saw my kindle I wanted to beat the crap out of her. Everything she has done, she does it while we are gone. We never catch her. The smart little turd. She knew she was in big trouble with my kindle. She sleep on the floor with the other dogs. She always sleeps on our bed with us. All of them slept on their doggie beds that night.

We went to the Deer Hunters Ball with our friends Burke and Amy, Danny and Keli and Logan and Kelly. We had so much fun. There is always a raffle and all the guys put in. We were sitting in the room where they do the drawings and they get down to the last prize. It was some kind of gun. Logan is talking to us about how he never wins anything. They call his name and all of us are just kind of sitting there and then Burke is like "Logan, that's you!" He totally reminded me of the publisher clearing house people. He could not believe that he had won the gun. It was so funny.
Me and Wyatt

Logan and Kelly with the proof he won the gun

Burke and Amy

Posing with the creepy old man

The boys with the old man

Keli-Me-Amy-Kelly

Keli and Me

Danny-Amy-Me

Amy-Me-Kelly

I bought a grim reaper decoration this year. I left it at work and Mary and I took pictures with it. I brought it home and the girl dogs hated it. It didn't seem to bother Bugsy. The dogs watched me take it out of the car and was smelling it and then I don't know what happened. Shay would not come into the house. We finally got her into the house and I set the reaper up in the living room. Shay would not come into the living room. She would walk behind Wyatt's chair and then hurry up and get on the couch. By the end of Halloween it didn't scare her.

For Halloween we did nothing. My friend Amy asked if I would make her little girl a costume. I said sure, but never really heard back from her. She came to me a week before Halloween asking if I could still make it. For some reason I thought she had a pattern for it. She wanted her little girl to be Pebbles from The Flintstones. We got some material and I went to work. I had a certain image in my head and I tried to put it to cloth. I'm not the best sower and was really nervous about it. I thought it turned out cute. I was still nervous though about people seeing my work. She brought her by for trick or treating and I got some pictures. My friend Teresa and her baby boy Gage came too and Wyatt's sister Laci and her kids. After that we had two more trick or treaters and that was it.

Sam-Leighnie-Issie

Hunter(The outfit I made)

Gage

September

Went to the county fair for Labor Day weekend. Adrian did my hair that Saturday. I am no longer blond. I should have got better pictures of my hair. The color was really pretty. Last month I put a few wheat blond streaks in it. But I'm still not blond. Klint (Wyatt's Cousin) was singing in the talent show. So we went and saw him sing, rode a few rides and then went to the dance latter that night.

Me-Wyatt-Michelle

Michelle & Klint (Michelle is Klint's girlfriend)

Michelle & Wyatt

Me & Michelle

Klint Singing

A couple weeks after Labor Day Weekend I found out that Wyatt and I were pregnant. We were so excited. So I guess that black lucky rock Wyatt found at the lake in August worked and the wish my cousin made. I think that was his wish anyways. For those of you who don't know, Wyatt and I have been trying for 16 months. So we were way excited.

Lake Powell Slide Show

August

In August we had a big lake trip and the bow hunt.
My dad's brother who is my uncle Mike and his wife my Aunt Linda came from Kansas and their son Nathan and his wife Sabrina and their little girl Tierre cane from South Carolina. We met up with another group of friends of my parents that we used to go the lake with. Of course it had to storm a couple of days, but the last few days were so nice. It was so much fun. The water levels were high enough that we could drive our boats up to Rainbow Bridge. The walk up to the Arch wasn't to bad. And having my luck, my battery died on my camera so the last day and a half I got no pictures. We were at the lake for 5 days. To my family that's normal. We usually stay 3 days but since we had a lot of people we stayed longer. It has been the longest that Wyatt has ever stayed. By the last day he was so ready to go. I thought by now after 5 years of coming to the lake with us that he would be used to it. Oh well. Sleeping on an air mattress doesn't help either. Our backs were killing us. It felt so nice to sleep in our own bed when we got home. When we went to go see the Arch on the path there was these black rocks. Wyatt picked one up and said his Grandpa told him these were good luck rocks. I told him to keep it and hoped it brought us luck with trying to have a baby. On one of the nights I guess there was a lot of shooting stars. My cousin said he made a wish for me. I think I knew what he wished.

For the bow hunt I just go up for the weekend. Wyatt stays up there for a week, sometimes two. Again, with my luck do you think I could ovulate while I was up there with him? Nope! I took an ovulation test on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Nothing. I took one on Monday and sure enough I was ovulating. I sent him a message telling him it was time and what he wanted to do. He came off the mountain that afternoon and I took the rest of the day off. He went back up that night. I took a test again and it said I was still ovulating. I sent him another text that read "Double lines again". He was coming off mountain anyways for the softball game. His friend Burke was up hunting with him and he's the team captain of the team. So it worked out nice for me. Wyatt didn't get anything this year, which is totally fine. We have enough deer and elk from last year.
I think that covers August.

July

July was kind of busy. We sold my red Grand Am and bought a 2007 Chevy Equinox. I freaking love it. I will definitely will buy another one down the road. We got a great deal on it. I don't have a picture of it, but I will post one later. We sold my car in under 24 hours. My uncle owns a gas station on main street and I asked we we could park it up there. This was on Friday. Friday night Wyatt gets a call to go test drive it. Wyatt calls me a hour later and says the guy will take it. We meet him Saturday morning and he gives us the check. Wooohooo. I can't believe we sold it that fast. I was a little sad to see it go, but I love my new one and so do the dogs. The seats fold down and the dogs actually have room to lay down and not on each other.

I went to the 4th of July parade with my family. Wyatt is anti-parades. After the parade we went to my parents that night for a BBQ and some softball. It was great.

Aunt Adrian helping the kids get candy

Gavin

Ayden & Kennedy

Gavin-Me-Ayden

My Family
Nick-Me-Dad-Mom-Adrian

Mom & Wyatt

Wyatt-Nick- Aunt Cindy

Nick tagging out Ayden

Adrian helping Gavin

Can't remember who hit the ball in the bush, but it took a while to find it.

The middle of July we went up the mountain for Duck Creek Days.
We put Leighnie's tutu on Lily. She wore it for about 10 seconds. If you noticed the dog collars, yes Lily is wearing a different one. I had bought the teal jeweled one for Shay and then I bought just a purple one for Lily. Lily needed a new one. Wyatt switched the collars and said that Lily gets the jeweled one since her red one had jewels on it and she is the princess. So now shay has the purple one. Anyways, back to the mountain. We were out back playing horseshoes and Wyatt said we needed music. So he pulled his truck back there and plugged in his mp3. I had the dogs out wondering around and they saw the truck door was open so they all climbed in and stayed there the whole time we played. I can't believe they stayed in there. The music was so loud, but it didn't seem to bother them.
During a different game of horseshoes, we were up at the Hirschi cabin. We had a horseshoe tournament. Wyatt and Billie are standing by each other and I noticed they were wearing the same shirt. It was just funny. I don't remember who took first, second or third. We played all day and had a little potluck. It was fun and nice to be there with all the family.(Wyatt's Family)

At the end of July was my 10 year high school reunion. Not all of the girls could make it. It was okay. It was just dinner and a little slide show and they handed out some awards. It was at a hotel. I want one like the movie "Romie and Michelle's High School Reunion". I love that move. It makes me laugh every time I see it. Got some pictures with the girls that did come. As always Teresa and I love the camera. Her husband Rhett took them. We found a piano out in the hall and I told Teresa to bend over it and I would act like I was hitting her with the pom pom. I think I asked Rhett if he would go and get some of the fake flowers of the tables inside. He is such a good sport. I love Teresa's enthusiasm that I have for doing pictures. We have always enjoyed that. Thanks Teresa for posing with me and thanks Rhett for taking them and laughing "with" us.(I'm sure he was more laughing at us".

Teresa-Me-Krystal